Friday July 7 2006 7
Friday, July 7, 2006, 7:11 AMDear Pennee,
I feel I’ve learned some important things these last few days. I have had to put my Recovery practice to work. Recovery is what I learned after coming to St. George as a practice and a discipline to manage my bipolar illness (which I know you believe to be a
crock).
- I am not the center of anyone’s universe. That statement includes my own universe as well, which was a major revelation to me.
Synergy, referencing the meaning of the word Synergy or synergism (from the Greek synergos meaning working together, circa 1660) refers to the phenomenon in which two or more discrete influences or agents acting together create an effect greater than that predicted by knowing only the separate effects of the individual agents----[From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia] does not really mean me, but rather you and Heinz, and possibly, at least on occasion, Jason K. I have long held the notion I had something unique and valuable to offer to the company and place where I work. I now accept I do not, at least not here.
- You either can’t or won’t really make a deal with me.
Synergy and what it has come to represent to me and all that you and I (and Jason) and Heinz have talked about has an impact on my mental health and I need some issues resolved. I know all of us mentioned in this letter are very much aware that I “take my own dear self much too seriously”, but you deserve to know I have also learned to put my mental health first AND I do not choose homelessness. Could we please talk, and would you please initiate that? Thank you, KAL

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